~ Recount ~

Today my bro's fish died! I realise this when I came home in evening. It's a 5 years old arowana. Plenty fortunate to live till this age. There's seemed to be something missing... remember the sound of filter used to fill the room now it's so quiet...

It remind me of one incident... actually is both... except it end up the same. It dates back when I'm Sec 3. One fine and normal day, one of my classmates did not attend class. At first we thought it was another absence case. But it did not turn out so. As we get later into the day, there were some rumor that he had pass away. At first I thought it was a wicked joke made by others. We go on the rest of the day like the original day.

I was taking a nap and was disturbed by numerous phone calls. But I carry on sleeping. I finally take the call, it was confirm, and he did not make it. For the whole day, I was blurred. I don't know what to do or what I should do.

Another incident happens in Sec4. After the recess time, I saw my friend being carried to the front of the General Office. My temporary classroom is directly opposite. I watched him being taken away into an ambulance. This was also the last time I saw him...

At home, I was sleeping and I finally take the call from my classmate. It was another one. I could not believe it. I found it too nuisance to be true, too disturbing... How could it happen again? Can it be stop? Why it happen on us? What have we done wrong..? And the next day is our O level science pract...

I could not explain this entire thing. For sometime, I have fear sleeping in the noon. I'm afraid I was to be awake by call telling another of my friend has gone. Luckily, it did not happen. It has changed me much then...

Since then, I've been wondering why is life. Why are we living in the world...? Till now I could really found out the answer. or is there really an answer... who knows...

From the incident, it has made me grown up. That's why I do thing different from other. Like I’ve always, I don't want to do say I've not done this or that thing when at the edge of dying. The day can never be the same again.

well.. only the time can heal and tell the truth..

May everyone find the meaning in their life and not one day live to reget it..

3:51 AM

Is Money the Way?

Something to think about..

Yesterday I've attended a rally, or so they call it a rally. With a batch of "same-minded" peoples going to attend bonus presentation of one of the MLM company. At first I've no idea what's the event was going to be like till i'm in the climate. The Chairman awarded a $131 000 cheque to a couple, it's only bonus exclude the regular sum of money they got every month.

Huh.. the whole event left me wondering alot of thing. What is life? Do we live cos of money? Our aim at life is it only Money? Can money really buy u all the stuff u want?

At the whole event, whole batch of people were talking about money $$$. Strategy and plan to earn money. The incentives they gave out, i admit was plenty, so much so that I don't think that person would have enough time left to spent.

Day in Day out, hours in hours out, I kept hearing them talking about Money..

Life shd not be solely making money. Something we could be too involved in making money that we were "blinded" by the money.

I would rather find out more about life.. or at least what is life or why are we living all about. The YEP trip has make me think about my whole life again. villgers working in the padi field whole day, 365days a year and in the end only have enough money to feed their family still find themselves happy.

The thing is not about being poor. It's about being Happy, being able to find happiness in our life. Why sacrifice ur life over money? I do not to die saying I've not accomplish alot of thing in my life. I want to do what i've interest in. Money is secondary though it is necessary.

Huh.. am I different or I've my own stand.. Nonetheless, like what Bon Jovi once sang..
It's my life..

~Something seem to be missing.. what is it..~

5:56 PM

Something Missing?

huh.. today i woke up, i felt something missing.
Wonder what is it?

Maybe is fun time with the cadets. Such a long time i've not been for camp feast.. going for NDP training and Dec at the YEP trip itself. Nevertheless, I still "manage" to do what I shd do. Haha.. though giving most problem in Foxtrot Company like the attendance which S1 shd have given me the updated nominal roll on the second day. well... Sorry to my OC,Sharifah, who has done a good job!

Also I've been slience mostly for the debriefing beside the fact I'm also tired.. hehe.. but one thing i muz carify.. I did not qurrel in front of the cadets, I only argue on the point tat if my APC was taken, who's going to take care of the cadets? Every post had its responsibility. If I'm away, what would happen to the cadets? luckily, on that day the distance of the 2 location is near, OC is around. Wonder what could have happen if the day was mostly on the move. Actually, I only aruge "enough" to express my pt of view. IT is not Quarreling!!!

well, the cadets are cute. They remind me of my cousin. haha.. Those lovely cutie boys and gals spice up my life.. at least for 2days. But good thing have to end. Well, if i have the time den i hope to see these cadets next time. Juz remember my name.. Hahaha.. ;)

5:06 PM

_________Drifted all the way...___________


Name: Tan Wei Sheng
School: NYP

[[ Friends ]]

||Ain|| Jia Hui|| Kelly||
||Shawn|| Dewi|| Lim Hong||
||Michelle|| Wan ee|| Bing Chong|| Taufiq|| Jia Xian||
|| Fenni|| ||Sharifah|| RSM||
Xian Rong|| Yi San||
||Mich|| June|| Xue Bin||
||Felicia|| IT|| Khalisah|| Ryan||


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